11.15.2013

Some days are stickier than others

Today is thick and sticky. Everywhere I go, Internet connections don't work properly. My nose is running and I have a heavy head. People don't answer to emails, people I meet are somehow gloomy and reluctant. Someone I met just two months ago didn't recognizse me, have I turned old all of a sudden? The tram was slower than ever so I missed my appointment. I feel neglected, disrespected, disqualified for no reason. Plus I'm hungry. 

Simultaneously I'm trying to figure out what is it that makes me feel like this. Nothing hormonal, no more setbacks than usually. I want to feel calm, peaceful, happy. Not cranky, ferocious and frantic.

I'll make a list of things that I can do to feel better. Preparing and eating good food usually helps. Maybe portobello burgers with sesame seed mayo. Pomegranate something as dessert. Lo and behold, I already feel lighter thinking about pomegranates!

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